I woke up today and realized how amazing and blessed my life is.
No matter how much I complain, so far 2013 has been good to me.
There are days I wake up in the mornings and try to go about my morning routine with my eyes shut.Sometimes the dreams I’m forced to wake up from were so magical and amazing that I try my hardest not to wake up. I know the moment I do I’ll be disappointed.
Those days are the worst.
Work is definitely starting to kick my ass. I feel like I have no free time to myself anymore. Before I’d be free to do whatever the hell I wanted after Wednesday, but now I have to go to work..
Its not like I hate the job, its actually very interesting stuff. its just I was never the most organized person ( you should see my room ) nor the best at time management. I guess everyone always has room to improve.
I haven’t had a decent night’s sleep. And now that I think about it, I feel like it may be withdrawal symptoms because I havent smoked in 3 days. I’ve been having constant headaches, been waking up at random hours of the night + insomnia, and I’ve been cranky and lashing out at everything. I havent even had time to go and buy another pack of cigarettes. Wow, now that I think about it, my life really does sucks.
I guess this is a good experience for me. Learn from everything, right? I’m just bummed about tomorrow. I’m at the library studying (till around 10), I’ll get home from school at about 11 ish, go to work tomorrow morning at 9, end work at 6, go to school, take a test, go home, then wake up for school at 5 am.
My life kind of sucks right now.
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How many times can I possibly use the word “suck” in one entry?